i cannot figure out how such little thing can upset my tots.
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i will be strong… =)
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y does it feel so near yet so far.
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reality hits me hard….
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…
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tat little courage i need to pass u the thing i had…
den again…
wad izzit for…
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i guess i can start smiling again soon.

all tat had been said and hv to said are done. yes. call me silly, call me dumb. but tis is wad i wan. now. dere’s only waiting…

im happy tdy. for i finally got something complete for u. had always wanted to get u tat. n now tat i got it. i cant wait to give it to u. hopefully u wld love it like i do.

love had pass me again. n tis time it really hit me hard. the mistakes tat i had done. can nv be erased of my mind. i could only live in regret yet wad pt is dere.

We’ll be best fren……..

想喊你却没敢开口
最后只有
留着泪看你走
我想问我
是否真愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留
只好接受

从今以后
你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你
我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了
你离开我会过得更快乐
可对於软弱的我
回忆就足够

分开以后
每当想到你
就会低下头
紧握着手
不知过了多久
我相信你
也会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁
又怎能舍得

在离开你之后
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人
怎麽过都是愁
懂得拥有
却未必能让你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手

 

十字街道做背景寒风当道具
气氛闷的就像要下雨我在等回忆光临
记忆中那场相遇还如此清晰
怎么转眼就面对分离

温馨片段没整理已经来不及
你说有我暖过的手心现在贴着别的心
深情像片碎玻璃散落在眼底
闪着晶莹却也痛了自己

我愿意不爱你
因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余
我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭不需要痊愈

快乐点滴没整理已经来不及
你说属于我们的回忆你都不能够继续
再见说得那么轻就好像空气
可是为什么我无法呼吸

我愿意不爱你
以后所有快乐都涂上凄美记忆
我愿意不爱你
从此就将回忆点滴直接注射在心里

As joy dances away, spring become the wings of my tears. They turn to fluttering flower petals. meant onlt for u. Whenever u feel the wind’s caress, i am with u. Protecting u as u live n breathe, is more than any sadness or loneliness. If we’re reborn someday, we’ll meet beneath the cherry blossoms. And when we do, i swear we’ll smile n laugh forever. I’ll protect my memoriesof how i loved ans was loved. My gaze wont falter and i’lll wish eceryday frm the bottom of my heart, tat we, will be tgt again.

i lost myself in the mist of loving u. now im all alone. holding on to wad tat was called forever. yet i had only myself to blame. u moved on so fast i couldnt even catch a glimsp of ur back view. realising each and everyday tat im gonna lose u now and forever.

we doesnt hv much common interest. not like you n her. the only thing we have was the same character. only tat mine is worst. now i came to realise that everything is all me. but den its too late.

tears cannot stop flowing. heart cannot stop hurting. mind cannot stop thinking. certify dead.

now that i had only me to love. i’ll be staying, waiting for ur return. i closed up my heart, putting up a barrier and lock it up. the only key to it is u.  i closed up my mouth knowing nothing much could change the fact. seeing food that i could not bite into. and words that i could not speak. pushing away food cuz it make me cry, pushing away frens cuz it make me cry. yet no matter wad, tears still flow. like the rainy day we see.

endless road im heading. circumstances are stacked against me. but its worth a try. for as long as it takes. everything to love you. its all or nothing tis time. for ur my favourite, my love, my everything.

where did my smile went. i was asked tdy. i couldnt ans n i just say im ok. pple tell me i like lost weight over the off days and sound weak. y wont they know. tat im not okay. im heartbroken. the only things i can see is tears filling up my eyes and roll down my face.

who can i to blame but myself. when i was the one who will received sms reply in plainly 5 to 10 mins, i din cherish. now i hv to wait for 3 hrs to get a reply. but i dun mind. the situation is different now. im just a fren. i hv to tell myself. that im just a fren. y izzit so affecting me.

my heart. i wished it stopped. i wish i could nv see. to see u walk away with another. i couldnt slp, i couldnt work. all i tink of is u. im not okay. i wish u’d hug me tight and tell me everything will be alright. im fighting a war without ammunation and my only defence is my heart.

*tears cannot stop falling.
i miss u, do u know.
one day apart is like tearing apart my heart.
i can no longer feel ur love.
i can no longer tink.
when will u come back to me?
my love, my partner, my everything.
说好的幸福呢。
爱过的感觉都太深刻。
没有你的我，以失去方向。
只有你可以带给我快乐。
你知不知道我还爱你呢。
this song below is for u.

 

 请不要分了以后还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手

请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以后还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手

请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱

原谅我必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流我怕说不出口
原谅我没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我爱原来要舍得

我难过我才懂

 

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
原来生时还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何死守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了

OMG!

RAZOR TV make me famous tdy. hahaha. check it out. www.razor.tv. Clips on fly girl, pilots vs paper planes and classroom in the sky. CONFIRM laugh out loud. I promise.

 

*idk if ur words r for me.
everything seem so complicated.
guess ur doing well……

 

离不开的却离开
抓不住想抓的爱
怪自己活该

 

 我的未来你不来
我的故事很无奈
我注定失败

我们的对话你悄悄离了线
我们的热线今后断了线
你在线的那边那么遥远
你说再见宣判了终点 你在我心里 打了死结
绑住孤单 在我的世界
你带走的快乐 我没了知觉
一个人面对每个日夜

 

你在我心里 打了死结
绑住孤单 在我的世界
找不到你的我 已失去一切
我们的爱已无法脱险
你打了死结

 

 

无心伤害却伤害
空白以后才明白
原来这是爱

 

你的心我只能猜
你的爱我被淘汰
我注定悲哀

 

 

 

 

电话还在响        我有些心慌
熟悉的号码在挣扎

 故作的坚强       虚伪的力量
撑过这一刻更悲伤

没接的电话         是一种惩罚
不该想                  却割舍不下

 

如果再见我         你能说什么
说爱我                    或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠         选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过

 

短讯声在响           凌晨两点半
惊醒的房里更孤单
一句睡了吗            像你的习惯
这夜晚为你而混乱

 

如果再见我          你能说什么
说爱我                     或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠           选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过

 

因为对你我连再见都
说不出口
我想你能懂            爱还在心中

 

 如果再见我          你能说什么
说爱我                     或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠           选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过

The happiest people do not necessarily have the best of all, they simply appreciate what they find on their way.
I found you and I thought we were the happiest people. But it seemed I was wrong. Always wrong….

Why am I feeling so hurt, when it was me who wanted all these in the first place.
When it was what I did to make the situation happen today.
Why do I feel so empty, so lost, not knowing what to do.
I’m trying to be strong.
Trying to move on.
Yet why izzit that I still think of you, even more then I always do.
Why izzit that it hurts me so whenever I close my eyes and see your face.

I wish you’ll be well.
I wish you’ll be happy.
I wish you’ll……………

Who will know I’m hurt.
Who will know I’m sad.
Who will know I’m not loved.
And who will know I needed you.

Its easy to say we love, difficult to demonstrate it everyday.

Why izzit that only when one leaves, we then learn to treasure.

Why couldn’t my mouth just say the words that my heart wanted.

DEVASTATED!

b 4 birthday!

nv wld have tot i wld found someone like you. a selfless being who put me in front of everything.

 it doesnt matter how much money, how much quarrels or even how much happiness we had. others can nv see wad tat. they are just reading our book. words and words alone can nv describe how much u mean to me. walking hand in hand, down this road with u, had been many years of my accumulated “fu qi”.

my love, rid me of my pasts, for all i can, is see the future with u.

p.s:  tks baby  for the wonderful night tat u planned. thou many thing didnt go ur way. but u know i appreciated each n every thing you did for me. its true.

*ilu. more den u ever know. muackz. =_

** n well me frens. not forgetting those who make an effort to make the plan a sucess huh. and those well wishes. =) love ya all too.